She began her career as a teacher in inner city Chicago. But she discovered a passion for the stage. She joined The Second City improv group in the 1970s and shared the spotlight with stars such as Bill Murray, John Belushi, and Harold Ramis.
She later made her way to Seattle where she taught drama at Cornish College of the Arts. She also founded a successful improv group and was a guest lecturer at the University of Washington.
But in 1985, she started feeling exhausted every day. She’d sleep until noon, and after being up for just a few hours, she’d have to lay down again. She had no energy for daily tasks, much less to keep up with her work.
“I lost everything,” she said. “I lost my job. I lost my relationships. I basically slept for the next 25 years.”
She had all the symptoms of what we now call chronic fatigue syndrome. When Maguire began experiencing symptoms, there was no name for the disorder and very little was known about it. She was also lonely and depressed. She often thought about suicide because she felt so hopeless.
Getting support for anxiety and depression
Through it all, Maguire persisted. She never learned exactly what led to her fatigue or what caused it to improve. But in 2010, she slowly started to regain her energy and mental focus.
She looked for ways to contribute to her community after feeling like she couldn’t for so many years. She joined a writers group and looked for opportunities to teach improv classes.
But now that she’s in her 80s, she’s concerned about the decline that can come with age. She doesn’t want to lose her vitality or the social connections she’d finally regained.
So, she sought help for anxiety and depression. According to a 2020 study by the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention, roughly 18% of adults in the U.S. have been diagnosed with depression at some time in their lives and 5% report regular feelings of depression.
Maguire proactively sought help and began therapy with Angela Hudson, a mental health therapist for Kaiser Permanente in Seattle.
Hudson uses cognitive behavioral therapy with her patients. This type of therapy, also called CBT, teaches people to notice negative thoughts. It can help them cope with problems by thinking and acting in more helpful ways.
“CBT focuses on the way thoughts, feelings, and emotions influence our behaviors,” Hudson said. “We talk about reframing negative thoughts and focus on daily practices that help Roberta maintain her mental sharpness and her sense of joy.”
Outside of therapy, Maguire reads books and listens to lectures that encourage mindfulness. They help her focus on the present instead of worrying about the future.
